all in.

People who are self motivated make me want to be better. I am self inspired which I consider a desirable quality however when I am not motivated by others being self inspired results in nothing making it completely meaningless.

This last week the power of the list has ruled my life and I have been so productive, the deadline, the people, the product all encouraged me on my way and my time was so well spent. Now the amount of time spent was unhealthy and my stress levels were uncomfortable but I was happier than usual and did a little tiny bit of art which is more than I have done in a whole month.

I might just have to write some lists.