You are wondering about Japan, right?

I thought I would just be really honest about how I am feeling and then we can all continue praying just with a more unified vision for it.

Most days I don't want to go to Japan, and most definitely not Tokyo.

Everyday I think about it.

I have made so many excuses... But God you didn't say when. You only said Japan, not Tokyo. I could just do a short term mission. I could just go to a smaller part of Japan. Maybe by the coast? I could wait till I am older. Who will support a 19 year old? I can just go to UAF for one year, and then see.

They are all great arguments for a while but then I start to pray about it, and God reminds me that I promised to push on the doors. That he has confirmed to me the base in Tokyo. That he has never failed me. Right now, I am living in Norway, living in his perfect plan.

Yesterday, Fransiska, a missionary to India told her testimony about being there. She was in the same place I am. She did not want to go to India but now she sees why it was her who needed to be there.

God is good.